truthful

I called to let you know what a huge bullshitter I've been. Not so much to you, but life in general. For as long as I can remember I do the minimum to get by because I haven't found a direction. And I've decided to tell you the truth knowing full well that if there was any attraction to start with, it'd be reduced to none. But I want you to know that there's a paradigm shift in my thought processes as well. That I've started to plan for my future. A future that encompasses God's plan in my life.

You start with how you're looking forward to go back and start an F&B business. That there was an earlier opportunity which you've missed. That you could be successful if you've taken the bull by its horns. I listen, quiet due to awe.

"So why do you sound so breathless?" I queried. "Oh, I'm heading to this school to do community work every Monday and Wednesday. I'm walking there cos taking a bus takes longer."

I talk of my plans to be a teacher. That I won't be the richest but I know I'll be fulfilled. You say different. That I may be the richest, just not in monetary terms. I could learn so much from you, if only you knew...